i was going to delet this then i reposted it its important
apology
Journal Entry: Tue Feb 13, 2007, 4:50 PM
Mood: Remorse
Listening to: Your Hart beat
Reading: the coletive silens of insanity
Watching: nothing
Playing: nothingEating: nothing
Drinking: nothing
this always happens i get depressed then i get drunk then i get More depressed then i feel sorry for my self then i get more depressed then i end up alienating an pissing off those that care for me be they on line or in person then the relationship with the on line people dies things get distant weird and then i stop trying to chat with them then i feel more sorry for my self